Numb

The world blurs before me,

Full of sounds I don’t comprehend.

I’m in a daze as it lays ahead of me.

Surrounded in light and darkness every waking moment.

People say I’m incomplete.

That I need to choose a side.

That I need to care….

.. But ..

.. I don’t…

To care you need a heart.

Where mine is broken.

To care you need to love.

A thing which I have none.

To care you need to trust.

A thing that has been broken.

So..

I don’t care..

But I want to.

But how can one who is shattered care for one who is whole?

How can I care when all I feel is numb?